Biggest bitch in the world…thats me…I ruin my friend’s lives and mine without even meaning to…wow that takes skill….fuck my life…why can’t I just die…it would probably make everyone happier…
So apparently my necklace that I lost, something filled with sentimental value, was found by my ex and he failed to tell me this piece of information…I am NOT happy! And he expects to be friends again? HELL NO!
a wand (magical one, not perverted)
“Slut (noun)-an immoral or dissolute woman; prostitute.
When your own mother calls you a slut, its simply wonderful. Though when you look at the definition, its strange how you don’t match it. Some teacher she is when the person she called a slut, is a virgin, who won’t let any guy touch her unless they mean to have an actual relationship with her. Hmmm…does that sound like a slut to you?
Yes, I do show cleavage. Is it my fault I have big boobs, while you are stuck with small ones mom? No matter what I do, I’m gonna have cleavage. So what if I’m proud of what I look like. This is why I have such low self-confidence. Its because every time I start to feel like I’m worth something, my own mother puts me down by saying I’m fat, I’m a slut, no guy will fall for me unless I actually put makeup on and do something with my scraggly hair. Well guess what mother? I’m not some shallow, girly-girl who needs to put people down to feel better about themselves!
Finding someone that can make me feel loved and protected is a dream that I shall always hold dear
So much has happened this past year…Its amazing that I have survived and I’m not completely insane. I have experienced a new pain and have learned that if any man wants my heart, they must first understand that they can never restrict my freedom. For if one tries to take away the freedom that I have fought so hard to possess, I shall leave them. They will lose my trust, my friendship and my love, yet at the same time I will still be bound to them by a silver thread. For all those that I love throughout my life, will remain in my memories until the day that I die.